How do I break the shell?

The shell is my dark shadows :

• not making friends

• not apprehend learning during the learning period

• failing the ‘standard’ level

• not meeting/matching the ‘standard’ recognition

• not blending in

• not able to tell if ‘right’ on own ‘talent’

• not able to perform/deliver when needed to

• ‘Am I doing the right things?’ in question

• ‘Am I doing things in the correct ways?’ in question

• not getting recognized on own ‘talent’

問心無愧   對人無悔

If I told myself I could have written a full size computer application, go ahead write it.

If I told myself I could have been an engineer, go ahead be one.

If I told myself I could have started a firm, go ahead start one.